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Awareness : 11 - Authenticity
Epiphany question: Do I prioritize my love for those who are loyal TO me, or for those who are authentic WITH me? Lessons from my father. Don't seek, just drop your opinions and labels. Suffering is a sign that you are asleep, you're out of touch with reality. Livestreamed: 11/14/25
Hatha Yoga & Meditation
Creating our sacred journey together. Life feels very full! Dad's memorial a week from today. Self-care: exercise, meditation, napping. Pay attention! Balance. Grieving. Dancing/floating in the Bardo. Livestreamed: 11/11/25
Awareness : 10 - Unawareness
God will be much happier if you wake up and become a loving person than if you worship. Waking up = Self Awarenss. Become aware of what you are feeling, thinking, saying, your motivations and actions. The unaware life is a mechanical life. Paradoxical teaching, "forget the self" and "know the self." Livestreamed 11/7/25
Hatha Yoga & Meditation
Slowly getting back on the horse. Juxtaposing self-care with stuff to get done. Triaging my day. Navigating this new changing equilibrium world. I've got to nap, meditate, eat well and exercise. Savoring the moments of wisdom, peace, and clarity. Livestreamed: 11/4/25
Awareness : 9 - Fear
Nothing has fully prepared me for the passing of my father. A whole new level of awareness and love... There is not a single evil in the world that you cannot trace back to fear. True non-violence is fearlessness. When you experience anger, look for the fear behind it. Ultimately there are only two things, fear and love. Die to the self. Livestreamed: 10/31/25
Hatha Yoga & Meditation
I'm doing ok, in the grieving process. An interesting world to be in, the dying process verses post-partum; more challenging than I expected. Turns out death brings up stuff for people. A journey which is going to take some time. Livestreamed: 10/28/25
Awareness : 8 - Happiness
In the grieving process. Going from feeling ok to shaky, vulnerable, untethered, grateful, exhausted. Getting back up to speed with the rest of my life, feeling neither here nor there. I am more present than prepared. Exploring happiness, chanting, and what we pray for. Livestreamed 10/24/25
Awareness : 7 - Love Casts Out Fear
Reflections on dying and love. When you're with someone who is dying you're with the truth. You're as close to reaity as you can get. And we're all dying. Can we transend clinging and just be with reality, and love? My happiness does not lie in you. Enjoying, appreciating, loving on a non-clinging basis. Livestreamed: 10/17/25
Awareness : 6- Cast Out Fear
My happiness does not lie in you. Enjoy and appreciate loving on a non-clinging basis. When you're with someone who is dying you are with the truth. You are as close to reality as you can get. Dear friend please know, as you pass by, as you are now, so once was I, as I am now so you will be, so prepare yourself to follow me. Livestreamed: 10/10/25
Awareness : 5 - Illusion & Observation
Expect the worst! You're dealing with selfish, unaware people. If you want happiness and freedom you have to drop your false ideas about yourself and everyone else. Watch yourself without identifying or personalizing. Do you want to change the world?... Begin with yourself. Livestreamed: 10/3/26
Awareness : 4 - Selfishness
"Everything we do is tainted by selfishness." Everything everyone does, they're doing because they believe (consciously or mostly unconsciously) it's in their own best interest. We don't want to see, because if we do we may change, and lose control of the life we're precariously holding onto. Livestreamed: 9/26/25
Awareness : 3 - Spirituality vs Psychology
We cannot imagine being happy without conditions. Psychology is primarily about relief from suffering. Spirituality is about freedom from suffering. Do people have to suffer, get sick and tired enough, before they will seriously consider waking up and getting free? There is another way: Stop, Listen, and Unlearn. Livestreamed: 9/12/25
